should i drop furthermaths

hi idk what to do at uni, its looking like anything between archaeology, earth sciences or philosophy. im like interested in the philosophy of science and i like further maths theoretically but BRO am i bad at it.

i somehow scraped a B in the mock, but my teacher has told me that was a miracle in itself LMAO. i just didnt revise well enough for it because i had convinced myself i was dropping it when revising for those exams and now i'm already struggling with A2 maths (weve started a little, domain is rlly throwing me off) !! im not one of those people that can concentrate for a long time (thought that was just a personality thing, turns out im on the road to get diagnosed for adhd T_T) so doing lotsa questions is a bit jarring to me.

i don't know, should i keep it and just kinda try for philosophy? (my parents rlly want me to do maths and philosophy but like....again...im convinced im BAD at it) or should i just drop it and call it a day? i thought maybe just continuing it until october since we do my fav topic (further stats) next year.,,.,,but like i literally do not get some topics we did (that were TESTED on the exam, once again i do not know how i got that B) and i need to literally re learn them this summer. n i have like, coursework to do and other revision and aughsndhsjcd...

hopefully someone has like advice for me.