Argh I’ve struggled this weekend

It’s been a full on weekend not with tantrums but with constant impulsive and unbounderied behaviour . I feel bad I’ve just not handled it well. Constant running after poking me farting on me and hiding and making me jump! Blurting out random nonsense . We just sat down to play a game and he kept turning and sitting on the game and farting on it ! Sounds comical when I write it but it was the last straw and I just packed the game up.

I feel guilty now and I know I haven’t handled well at all! I’m not feeling too well so that’s not helping I guess .