Can’t Handle This Anymore (TW: Poop, Vomiting, )

I (16F) feel like I’m at my absolute breaking point. My six year old sister keeps pooping herself constantly, and I don’t even know why. It’s not just a little accident it’s everywhere. The floors, the furniture, sometimes even the walls. And guess who has to clean it up? Me.

It’s so bad that I literally throw up while doing it. And it’s not just cleaning up after her I also have to get all the chunks out of her own butt because dealing with this whole mess makes and this makes me so nauseous and sick that my body just reacts horribly. The smell lingers, the mess is constant, and I feel like no one around me really understands how exhausting and disgusting this is.

I get so angry because it feels like there’s no end to it. The second I clean one mess, another happens. I know she’s little, and I feel bad for being so frustrated, but why does this keep happening? She doesn’t seem sick, it’s not like she’s forgetting to go she just does it. And I’m always the one stuck dealing with it while trying not to puke everywhere.

I don’t know what to do. I feel guilty for being so mad, but I also feel like I can’t handle this anymore. Has anyone been through something like this? How do I cope with the frustration, the gagging, and the constant mess?

Sorry if this grossed anyone out