Ultimate 8 week challenge. Feel like a failure.

I’m on week 8 and just did Tuesday’s workout with Anja. I feel like a failure because I was phoning it in the last 2 pyramids. I did the burpee, jump punch, Superman nightmare fuel, but couldn’t do anything else.

She was saying, “Yes you can, yes you can” and I was actual getting angry because it felt more like mocking me at my ineptitude than pushing me on.

Is this workout killer for anyone else? When you workout alone, by yourself, you can’t tell if you’re slacking or not because all you have to compare yourself to is yourself. Seeing them kill it round after round gets to be disheartening because I just can’t keep up.

Also this program has no sense of rest days. Yesterday was all legs and then today this was mostly legs again. Like, my legs need some rest lol.

Am I only one that feels this way and I need to just get over myself?