How many other sapphics like to call their partner "Daddy"? And is it ever more than just a sex thing for you?

So, my partner is a masc enby, and I like to call them "Daddy". It started as a joke, but I it rapidly became clear that it wasn't just a joke for me. It's kind of a turn on. 😳

But then, I had the even more embarrassing realization that it's not just a sex thing for me. Like, thinking of them as "Daddy" helps me let myself be more emotionally vulnerable. And that's super embarrassing. 😳😳😳

I mean, dirty talk is just dirty talk. Whatever gets your engine running is great. But having real feelings about this, well... It's kind of humiliating to admit.

Maybe I'm being unclear. I don't want a 24/7 relationship where they have to supervise me all the time like an actual child (that would get old real fast for both of us). It's just... I have a lot of trouble accessing my feelings and actually experiencing my emotions. It gets a lot easier to feel loved when I mentally call them Daddy.

What about other people? Do you ever call your partner daddy (or mommy)? Is any of what I'm saying relatable?