Girlfriend wants to breakup because I have no “zest” for life

Despite me being (her words) a very emotionally intelligent, intellectually intelligent, loving, funny partner where we share plenty of good times, she says sometimes I’m just lacking passion. This really hurts because I am doing so much better with my depression and I haven’t had mania for years. I’ve come so far and am doing so well but yet it’s just not good enough. It reminds me of when I read my chart from my doc and she’s like “presented with flat defect” even though I think I’m presenting normally. This illness is exhausting and nothing I can do will buy me the sort of love I need from a neurotypical.