it just hit me how much ill miss 10th

regardless of the pressure (sab kahenge koi pressure nahi hota), i took the pressure and thats a diff story. i cant believe that me and my friends the 5 of us woudlnt sit on the 3 benches every single day and laugh like crazy in every class, while maintaining our image in school. they all took commerce and i chose pcm. anyways ill miss going to the same science tuition with my bsf from school and literally have the time of our lives their for 1.5 hours twice a week. that tuition was the place where i had the first ever serious crush and well, he is moving to mumbai from delhi after boards, that too a diff tale to be told. man ill miss seeing my friends and ill miss everything so much, i literally feel like crying omg im so dumb crying over 10th standard. but ill miss it so much. i just found my science tuition register since i needed some notebook to practice mahts and some pages were left. the emotions jsut rushed so quickly its insane and here i am typing this. i literally remember every doodle being related to that 1 guy ill never see again. why is this so sad i just want to cry i just want relive 10th once again, one day of school and on day of tuition ill be happy. i just need one chance and ill tell it to him irl (i texted him he didnt reply lol).

this sounds like im writing this for a guy, well mostly yes, but ill also always always hv a chunk of my heart for all of these memories from 10th.