I surrendered my sexuality and lust to God

Please don’t use this post to condemn anyone; this is not my intention. Quite the opposite actually.

I’m bisexual and an addict. God found me in rehab through a born-again Christian man that emanates righteousness. He showed me love and kindness and didn’t judge me for my promiscuous and codependent personality. He gave me advice that I had no intention of following, but invited me to learn about Jesus, and I went with it. I got out, joined Celebrate Recovery and a nondenominational Christian church.

But I immediately felt the enemy try to pull me away in my dreams and through my pride of being bisexual.

I found a pastor on YouTube who talked about evil spirits and spiritual warfare. She talked about the spirit of pride and addiction. She said the spirit of pride is powerful and convinces you that you have an identity that’s not really you.

I have made the decision to accept deliverance from the spirit of pride. Maybe my bisexuality and need for lust isn’t me. Maybe I’ve been oppressed by it my whole life.

Pray for me, brothers and sisters!