Do people see you differently after divorce?

My spouse is divorcing me. Not my choice. We have only been married for 15 months. It was sudden. Out of the blue. We had eloped. He never gave me a ring, never proposed, promised me a wedding that didn’t happen. Yet I still loved him, and never let these dreams go. He didn’t try. He gave up. Everything he promised me was a lie. He had substance abuse problems with marijuana and mental health problems that may have been narcissistic/bipolar. I am angry. I am broken. It’s one thing to break up. It’s another to end a marriage. Marriage to me was something that I would never give up on. Something I cherished. Till death do us part. I can’t wrap my head around it. We’ve been separated for 11 weeks. Nothing is filed yet. We don’t talk. He treated me horribly in the end. I am worried people will see me differently now and won’t want to be with me because I’m a divorced person. I am so mad, as this isn’t by choice. I wouldn’t have gotten married if I thought my husband would leave me 15 months later. The biggest joke is he begged me to marry him too. “Take a leap of faith with me and you won’t regret it.” He said. 💀 I don’t know how to let it go. To let him go. To move on. I am mad that this is an ok thing for him to do, and now I have to be a divorced person for the rest of my life.