WAXERS PLEASE HELP

hi waxers !!! so i go to cosmetology school and i waxed my armpits for fun twice. a couple days after doing it, i was told that if you start to bleed after waxing, theres a chance the hair follicle was ripped out and it will never grow back again (i bled after). is this true ? i waxed about 3-4 weeks ago and its growing back really patchy. some hairs have grown back pretty long but there are patches with zero hair growth. when i googled it im pretty sure it said it will only slow down the process but if you wax enough times it will stop growing back entirely. but ive only waxed twice which is why im confused? i enjoy having body hair i feel like i lost a part of myself LMAOO i know that sounds kinda stupid but its true !!!!! will it ever grow back again? do i just have to wait a couple months or is it gone forever IM MOURNING