I think I got hotter after the break up

I was so fucking depressed for two months… asked for NC immediately after the breakup because he was still reaching out. Still not 100% but I’m finally loving myself excepting and forgiving myself. It feels good. I don’t know if things will ever work out in the future… especially since he went right into a rebound after we broke up. He continuously said “this isn’t the end of us” when we were breaking up. Not to compare but I’m a much better partner and person than this other individual and my ex. It’s his loss at this point… not mine. I finally feel truly beautiful. Will something work out? Who knows. But I’m now focused on myself and I feel like the tides are finally turning.