Why am I motivated in the evening and become a lazy ass every morning! [discussion]

Like is it just me? Every evening or so, I am like « tomorrow is The day I am starting this project or finish this one! » I go to bed thinking about it, how I will do it etc… feeling excited about it. And then I wake up, prepare the kids for school, bring them to their bus stop in the cold winter morning… get back home, pour some coffee in a mug, and feel like not motivated to start yet, so I am starting to check emails, news, and work related stuff… and finally it’s lunch time and I feel tired and hungry. After that I just have 2,3 hours left before kids come back from school and that the family routine starts again so I feel like it’s not the best moment to start working on my projects! And the cycle goes on and on…

For context I am a freelancer designer, working from home for various clients and I want to start designing and working on my personal projects and business. But I don’t have any « pressure » to progress on these projects since I am already making decent revenues so it’s like my brain is just trying to limit to just do what is just necessary… IDK

Any tips or similar experience and ways to get out of this cycle of laziness?