ICSE Hindi Tips 🙏🏻😭

Ok so basically I'm South Indian, never had to use much Hindi except some colloquial here and there cause my city is fairly varied in terms of cultures and stuff.

I hate this subject, and it hates me.

I realized the mugging up and vomiting I have been doing for the past 9 years will not do. I have a lot of trouble framing answers even though I kind of know the material. and i mess up grammar a lot, esp with the ki and ka and stuff like that.

the part i'm most scared of is the nibandh. i cannot even hold a good conversation how tf am i supposed to write a 300 word essay BY MYSELF