Will I survive IT even though I'm not passionate about it?

Hello, I'm 1st year IT student sa isang state University. It is not my first choice but due to financial reasons andito ako ngayon, I'm really trying na mahalin ang IT I know the basics naman pagdating sa computers pero lately I feel like hindi ko masusurvive tong program na to kasi sinampal talaga sa mukha ko gaano kahirap ang programming/coding and hindi ko kayang makipagsabayan sa iba na advanced na yung knowledge and passionate talaga sa program na to. I'm trying my hardest to pull this through tho:<<