Got engaged for Christmas

Feel so lucky to have been here with him for Christmas and happy we got engaged 🥺. Part of me is just really sad that tomorrow is my last day here and I fly back tomorrow night and ugh my heart hurts so bad just thinking about leaving him, even if it’s just going to be for a few months before we can close the gap for good. The past few days being able to hug and touch and kiss him has felt like a dream come true. Getting to wake up and see/hear him first thing in the morning has been surreal and it just sucks having to go back to the distance even just temporarily. I’m grateful for the time, just wish there was more. Just have to keep reminding myself that a few months will pass by in the blink of an eye, just a little blip, and that we will have the rest of our lives together. It’s just hard right now to not get emotional 😭 I just love him so much that it feels like l be leaving my heart here with him. Now I’m just being sappy 😆 anyway.. I hope you all had a good Christmas and if you didn’t get to see your loved ones for Christmas that you will soon and that you’ll also be closing the gap! I’m grateful for this community and can’t wait to see the good news for all of you as well 💕