movie that will emotionally wreck me?

PLEAAAAAASE. i need to cry. i need to sob. i need to be curled in a ball dry heaving from how hard i’m crying, and i need all of these tears to not come from a problem in my real life lol.

if anyone has any recommendations that will absolutely devastate me, please hand them over. i’m not talking like “oh yeah, it’s a pretty sad movie”. i want something that will send me STRAIGHT back to a depressive episode lol. i genuinely cannot stress enough how sad it needs to be.

EDIT: okay so far the movies that have stood out to me the most are -fathers and daughters -the lovely bones -dear zachary -everything everywhere all at once -atonement -lilya 4-ever -close -the father -eternal sunshine of the spotless mind -beautiful boy -a possible rewatch of bridge to terabithia+the boy in the striped pajamas

if anyone wants me to update after i've finished watching these, i would be happy to as i love to talk. SAD GIRL SUMMER HERE I COME!!!!