This is not fair

It sucks. It really does. I am so academically motivated, ambitious, hard-working, and contribute to society and yet they don’t see any of that. I had plans. Plans for my future, I wanted to work for the government. Now, they want to make it impossible for me to exist in this country as a trans woman. I had so many plans, and opportunities. Now instead of schoolwork, I am researching how to survive under a Trump presidency and Project 2025. If HRT gets banned nationally, and the climate for trans people worsens (which it will), I will have no choice but to leave. To restart. Instead of preparing for exams, future internships, my future, etc, I am preparing for the end of trans healthcare and societal acceptance. Why am I being targeted? I’ve done nothing wrong. Though to many this may seem dramatic, I live in the South in a purple state, I have merits to my fears. I just want to live a normal life, and over the next year, it will seemingly be impossible if Trump’s Agenda 47 (on his campaign website) and Project 2025 come to fruition. Without safe, consistent access to HRT, I have no place in America. I am lucky, I am a dual citizen of a European country. I can leave literally whenever I want. But still, I am so sick and worried. America is my home, I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to leave my trans friends behind here. I am just so scared.