I see myself as a woman while others don't

Hi! I'm on hrt for almost 2 years but I still kinda.. don't pass. At least in boymode. In girlmode I'm not sure, but people don't tend to stare at me a lot, if you care you can see my photos in profile. But that doesn't matter. People tend to misgender me a lot, and that's painful. But by some reason, when I look at the mirrors or reflections while dressed like a man, I see a girl. And I don't understand why. People always assume I'm male while dressed like that. But I see a girl. Can someone explain why something like this may happen? My facial structure is kinda hypermasculine.