“reputable agencies”

i can’t lie i’m getting quite frustrated. i don’t quite understand what their intentions are.

i apply to the agency’s listing, then let’s say they get back to me and express interest, why my resume shows im a good fit, and ask what’s the best time to talk.

I ofc respond professionally and express my interest in the position and let them know my availability to talk more.

boom ghosted this has happened 2x now from the same agency but different coordinator.

This time, I did the same and they called me when i was doing a 30 min drive this morning (PHONE WAS AUTOMATICALLY IN DND). now.. ghost i’m beating myself up over this, i really didn’t mean to miss their call.

it’s making me cry. i’m so dedicated and am so grateful for the opportunity, this is not fair that this is now a reflection of me to them, now i’m not worthy of this position? i’m more than that, i wish they would still give me the opportunity.

as you can assume, my hopes get up for these opportunities, that i know im capable and deserving of…. then slowly gets ripped away by a ghost. ——— but at the same time, this also shows me how this agency moves and it’s not that professional tbh. if they’re doing it to me, they’re most likely doing it to other nannie’s too and it’s fucked up to say the least.

i’m NOT going to give up though, i know there is a position out there for me, i know when i find that position i wouldn’t be treated this way. i know there is something for me and they’ll be just as excited to have me!