Idk if I’m shocked or numb to it

After putting his hands on me bad I told him he was abusive & he said “SO?”

Then later started boohoo crying as if I’m supposed to feel like that was genuine. Has anyone else’s narc ever admitted to being abusive???? How could someone really say that? How was I suppose to respond to that? I was shocked to say the least but a part of me wasn’t that surprised he actually admitted it I guess idk dude . That was wild. I’m glad I’m finally done w his narcissistic ass.

The weird part is I should be sad or hurt I guess but I’m not? I’m either hella relieved that I feel I’m done w this or just SUPER numb to it? 🤔