My final stumbling block, hopefully.

I have seen great movement within myself and movement with my S.P this last week. In short 8 days ago he said we'd never speak again. Today he asked me to dine at his place of work. He even asked me to help him study for his language course. Yet my biggest block is I'm looking for something bad. He's using me. It's just friendship. I'm consistently working on my self concept but this disbelief in I can get what I want I feel is blocking me. Does anyone have any tips to push me over the edge. This isn't just an sp problem it's money too. Anything that will bring to my dream life basically.