this sub and /babybump give me panic attacks.

Im 21 weeks and have been on the fence for a while. It’s been hard for me to stay sober or even get sober. I have no one to talk to. The stigma is so bad and then I read constant horror stories on these forums about how they regret having a baby, life is over, can’t put the baby down it wont go down for naps.

I am literally having multiple panic attacks a day. Is having a baby really hell?