Kinakain ako ng guilt

Me (F26) and my girlfriend (F21) broke up kasi may nabasa siyang convo namin ng friend ko and tinake niya yon as cheating. I tried to explain to her na wala kaming romantic connection nong friend ko na yon pero blinock na niya sarili niya into thinking na I cheated on her. She did find our convos na may something kahit wala. Kaya ako nagiguilty ngayon is because tinanggap ko na lang na I'm a cheater kaya kami nagbreak. I feel sad lang kasi diko man lang mapagtanggol sarili ko. Hindi man lang ako makapagexplain ng maayos tho I can't be mad at her and iinvalidate yung pain na naramdaman niya. Sa ngayon, 2 weeks na since last communication namin. I don't know if magreach out pa ako sakanya or move on na lang for her peace of mind. The universe knows how much I miss her damn it hurts...