I can’t stop being angry at God (23M)

I’m sorry. I keep trying to understand why God would allow such cruelty and violence to exist when He’s supposedly all-powerful and all-loving, but it doesn’t make sense to me. Even if it’s because He wants us to have free will, how then can people say that God has a plan for all of us, or say that someone died because it was God’s time for them? And if we’re made in God’s image, does that mean that God also has the capacity for sadism or bigotry? I keep hoping that God or Jesus will somehow come down to Earth to sweep away all of the hatred promoted by people claiming to be God’s followers while committing heinous acts against us. Now, I can’t help but wonder if He’s complicit, and I’m so angry.