How can I achieve this result?

I wanted to have a Rhinoplasty all my life. Im 32F. But im also too scared to go under knife and either die or end up with a botched nose. But im constantly bothered as long as i can remember.

The first photo is my side angle and the 2nd one is when i fix it with my fingers (the shape i wish i had). My nose skin is a bit droopy in one side. Seems like a broken cartilage but never had any injury.

My front side is very asymmetrical and nose flaps are heavy and flares when i smile or talk.

Is there any way to fix it without going too invasive?