Desire for connection

One thing I love & hate about being a Scorpio (stellium) is our desires. We are really intense & passionate, I often intimidate or annoy people with my energy lmao. I have been single for 3 years already & for some reason all my relationships have been long distance.

Now I'm starting to know someone (Aquarius) & if I don't feel that soul connection I'm turned off. Sometimes I hate that, are we all so picky? I've been realizing maybe I need more Scorpio friends or people who match my freak fr!

I'm so so picky & careful of the people close to me & then I end up alone, which recently has been okay but I've been claiming my power back from all my life that I've been making myself less & not embodying my intensity. Anyone know who matches our freak? Lmao, also how do you channel your intense energies?