S2:e2 who was it for?

When Helena records the apology for her actions at the Gala, I thought she was recording it for the media or the guests who were there, but she sounded like she was talking to an innie. but also like she's a kid who was in trouble with her parents or teacher. It was weird. She says "non-Lumon medication" like whoever it is doesn't know a lotion wouldn't have a reaction that drastic combined with alcohol. Or that it was so important to say it was non-Lumon.

Also someone who would take comfort in being called human.

Like the recording was meant for someone who is an authority she'd need to apologize to but also someone disconnected to the world somehow. Just came off as odd sounding to me