how to deal with being ugly and bricky

context- I’m 20, been transitioning for 8 months and I have been transformed from a boy to an ugly girl. I’m also 6’0 and kind of chubby, and non passable. I know that certain things take time, but I can’t help but notice that whenever I’m around people of all genders, I tend to be the ugliest person in the room. I’ve never been an attractive person, but it feels like I went from a decent looking boy to a 3/10 girl (on a good day). I fear the only time I’m ever given attention/affection from men is either when they are drunk or so horny they’d prob fuck anything. Please help!