Can someone please be atleast my friend for a while?

15f, very suicidal here. because of my looks and life i have decided to want to end it all. i sound so desperate right now but i guess i just kinda wanna talk to someone like me first since im not doing it yet 🥲 any age is fine but please no pervs (you're not getting it). i feel really lonely and hopeless right now with school and all. so, let's be friends for a bit, even for a short while.