Me and my friend are unintentional freaks😭

So whenever I go to my friend (we are not gay, I swear) and stay for the night, we sleep together in one bed. But usually, he sleeps without a shirt, and of course, he doesn’t sleep normally—he makes every possible move while sleeping. Every freaking time, I wake up in his bare arms. Then I say, 'Hey, pookie, I'll be remembering this moment for the rest of your life.' 😭. But it looks even more gay bc I look like twink ahh femboy when my hairs are messy (I have propably longer hairs than 90% of girls) and he is frickin 1m and 90 cm tall. It happens like 9/10 times