Slapping him in the face would cure my depression🥀

• I’ve been single by choice since i broke up with my ex 3 years ago. I’m mid-40s, from what i can tell I wouldn’t have a problem finding someone to hookup with. But… what i really want?? What i might actually need is to slap someone in their fking face⛓️❤️‍🩹

If you don’t understand BDSM or kink you won’t understand the joy of slapping a grown man (sporting a glorious erection) in his face, and then watching him smile and say thank you. You might be surprised who likes it rough. I have so much respect for people who are successful in the streets and complete freaks in the sheets. I rarely submit even as a switch. I didn’t understand for a long time why men/women would eagerly ask me to throw them around and dominate the shit out of them. But then this pattern emerged: they kept saying I was confident, hard to read but kind. I never wanted to degrade anyone before, but lately i just want to make someone cry while they cum. If only I wasn’t stuck in this geographic area, it’s like no one understands old school BDSM. Fake doms and needy addicts everywhere … but I want creativity>discipline>rules. I’m a hard switch and can’t submit to someone who isn’t strong enough to take me in a fight😭 I don’t even think I’m horny so much as craving the chaotic good of a brat looking for a firm hand.