My mother makes everything about her and it’s going to ruin my senior year.

Hello! Senior night is this Thursday! I just wanted to do a small update (super duper small) because I’m feeling really alone right now.

In my original post I talked about how because my step mom was coming to my senior night, my mom decided to drop out (because of one sided beef).

Well! Since then, my aunt has also dropped out.

Before I filled out my information sheet (so the people know what to say when I walked) I asked my dad if my stepmom was still coming, he said no. But, because of the advice in the original post and because I didn’t like the way my mother reacted when she thought my stepmom was coming, I didn’t extend another invite.

And just now, my mother rubbed it in my face that my sister will also not be attending because she doesn’t want to walk with my dad. Yeah, she’s the same sister that yelled at my mom for not wanting to walk with my stepmom.

Now, it’s just my dad and my best friend that are walking me. And all these people are still going to be expecting an invitation to my graduation and it’s so frustrating.

My mom keeps coming in to my room even while I’m typing this to try to irritate me asking me why I’m upset and angry. I know that if I break and tell her she is going to go on a tangent.

I’m not begging anyone to walk me, I’m not uninviting my dad. I just wish that my “family” was mature enough to leave the past in the past for 10 minutes. I just wish they loved me enough to tolerate eachother.

I want to say I don’t need advice, I want to say that “I’m not begging” statement was solid. I just want to make people happy, but why doesn’t anyone feel the same about me?

I’m sorry, I know I’m all over the place. I will update again on the 7th.