too fat to be loved

Just for reference, I’m 5’2 (158 cm) in height weighing at 63 kilograms (139 pounds).

It’s really hard to feel beautiful as a girl, and most men have only dated me as a second option or as their bare minimum, because I was all that they could get. I often got told I was too unattractive to be faithful to, and I don’t know what to do anymore. :(

I’ve been actively trying to lose weight, but I keep gaining it back due to stress eating.

I just want to find a good man, but I don’t think it’s possible with how I look and weigh, especially when they only like skinny girls with curves. Plus I have so many stretch marks and sagging due to my weight loss, and some men don’t understand that.