do you struggle with med compliance

i know bipolar individuals have one of the worst med compliance compared to other disorders

i used to struggle A LOT with it. i would take my meds regularly then i would feel stable and think “i dont have bipolar i dont need my meds”

then i would go off of them and go right into an episode like literally the next day

ive gotten a lot better with it though because my boyfriend gets pretty upset when i don’t take them

i actually ran out of my anti psychotic and feel wayyyyy too good rn

does anyone else struggle with this ?