I'm stuck on if im lesbian or bisexual

Hey all I'm having some confusion and I'm stuck on a comfortable label ( I understand labels don't really matter but I want to be comfortable with at least one). So my situation is I'm a female and I've dated a guy in the past and a girl, I'm completely in love with women I love them in all ways and im confident I like them

As for men , I can acknowledge when they're attractive and am able to have crushes but usually only if theyre celebrities or characters from movies or games ( fiction basically ) but as for dating them I don't really want to and the thought sounds kind of uncomfortable, because I know there will most likely be a sexual need and I don't really want to engage in sex with a man. I can most certainly have fantasies but I don't want that irl.

So I'm super stuck on how to identify because one day I may feel more comfortable in my random attractions to guys and other days I feel disgusted and awkward to know people believe I'm bi? It's so odd and I'm just wondering if anyone else here experiences this.