is there anything similar to “Into the Rose Garden”?

i need more angst. my life is sad but i need something sadder. /j

okay i’ve read “10 years that i’ve loved you the most”, “For My Weirdo”, “Cocoon of the Heart, “Even if You Don’t Love Me” and i can’t seem to be hooked on to “December Rain” and “Lost in the Cloud”.

Any more heart wrenching sort of bls to read?