Fellow mascs and fake "competition"

Does anyone else feel like there's this weird made up competition between men or even other butches? Especialy with online culture talking about a "masc shortage" but then only showing off model looking, skinny mascs?

I am aware this idea of "competition" stems from my own insecurities. I'm making an effort to gain more confidence in myself with the help of my therapist

I feel like I want more butch friends for these reasons. I have fellow transmasc friends, one is a lesbian. I'd like to be around more though, whether you're a lesbian or not. I wanna show myself there's no actual competition. I wanna be happy for my fellow lesbians instead of intimidated. I think part of it is the fact I am more interested in femmes than masc-presenting people. And men treat feminine girls like they're some prize to be won