Idk wtf to do I

I’ve had my snake for about two months I haven’t held him yet cause he won’t let me and just runs when I get too close today when I feed him before I fed I tried to get him to get on my hand and I thought we was and he came up and just bit me and it caught me off guard and I jerked my hand back and he fell out my cage and ran under my so I put and sock on my hand and had him bite me again so I could put him back and now he’s just staring at me like this so idk what to do bro fucking hates me and idk how to fix it