Abortion

Found out I’m pregnant after a failed plan b, now I have to get an abortion even though I don’t want too. I don’t have enough space to bring another baby into my home and I can’t afford to move into a bigger house. I feel so alone and I just want to cry because I do want the baby but it’s just wrong timing, I’m also afraid that the abortion will fail or I’ll have complications I can’t stop over thinking. This just fucking sucks so I’m drinking an ice cap even though it’s making my nausea worse 🙃