I can’t believe what just happened

Just landed into DCA. Winds were super strong, there was a lot of sharp side to side movement and turbulence- when we tried to land, we BOUNCED on the runaway so much that the pilot had to abort the landing and try it again. It was the scariest thing I’ve ever experienced and I literally thought I was going to die. Can someone please reassure me and explain this situation better?? Is this normal?? Never prayed so hard in my life… ugh now I never want to fly again.