I hate my stupid woman brain

I hate feeling things I hate feeling things for people and then they're only just using you or pretending to care or just leave and the only people who want me are a bunch of gross middle aged moids who literally seem to think that I'm that desperate that I'd go for them and their ugly ass unwashed trucker beards because I'm just that fucking undesirable outside of my body and fuck fuck FUCK FUCK I hate feeling fucking worthless as soon as there's no one around because I can't stand being alone for too long