I like having my natural genitals?

Hi, i didn't know what to put as the tittle so I put that... also on phone so sorry for formatting. Also TW for Words such as Vagina and dick etc.

I've been out as trans for six years now and now that I'm 18 and looking into surgery options I've realised something and idk how to feel about it... so I obviously born with a Vagina and I see a lot of other trans people saying they dislike their vagina and don't want it or if there was a choice of having say Phalo(? Idk how to spell) and having a promise of nothing going wrong and everything working they would get it done. The thing is while I hate my chest I actually like my vagina? Like sure I wish it a dick in the way of being seen more masc but I like how it feels to have a vag. I know realisticly being trans is difrent for everybody but I'm sure you know that can be hard to associate with yourself. Anyway back to what I was meaning was does anyone else feel this way? Thank you for reading my rant type thing...

also if anyone replys to this I live in Australia so rn it's 1:30 in the morning and probably won't reply for a couple hours. Thank you xxx

Edit- Hi all! I can't even begin to say how much all your replys mean to me! I defenetly agree with 90% of you that T has helped a lot with coming to terms with being fine with downstairs. I'm so happy to hear everyone's experiences and opinions since as a community we don't really talk about this kind of stuff often. Thank you all so much! Ily you all! <3