I get a slight psychedelic effect followed by a day of edge

I never really kept a proper account of how I felt, but lately I noticed it goes a certain way at least sometimes. Usually after the night’s over and I go home absolutely hammered, I start feeling something almost like a psychedelic effect. Not that I’m high or tripping or anything, but a bit like if I had a bit of shrooms or ket, I feel heavenly and really vibe with and music I put on. 

Or I’d get the same but feeling sad instead, to the point I could be whining and squirming like last night I did on my couch. Weird thing is I wasn’t depressed, I was still elevated in some way but perhaps because I drifted into the sadder songs in my playlist I strongly vibed with that stuff instead. I went from all excited and happy to going oh fuck what is wrong with me. 

Then I go to bed and eventually wake up. I gather that most people here feel best the day after, and while that did happen to me at some point, usually it’s overshadowed by anxiety. I feel so jittery and panicky, constantly on guard and worried something bad might happen. I just want to curl up in bed and do nothing all day. Just a while ago I was literally pacing around the kitchen for no reason. But with all that I also don’t feel depressed and miserable as I usually do, and feel that if I wasn’t so on edge I’m be fine to be here. So it’s not all bad. This horrible phase can last a whole day. 

I imagine I’m very alone in this?