The date anxiety!

I feel really anxious about the date of upcoming neet-pg exam. If it occurs on 15th June, I have very less time to do things my way and have to rush everything up. But I like to take my time while studying to understand things properly. If I start rushing now, and the news of postponement comes close to the exam, I will feel devastated.

My heart wants to assume that the exam will not be conducted before 15 July and therefore prepare at my pace.

But then I think what if it really gets conducted on 15th June only? Then everything I do will go down the drain.

The anxiety is bothering me alot. Please, if anyone can help me, I will be really thankful. Ps: I don’t want to take a drop.