I got frustrated (a little)

Just a small rant

Well I started studying dutch by myself until i finished A2 and started b1

But I don't practice speaking with anyone, I just read texts loud, so I booked a lesson in italki for practising

I was disappointed, I couldn't talk with him in dutch, I only replied to him in english I thought the problem is lack of self-confidence but no, I really can't remember anything and can't build a simple sentence

Then he opened a A1 book and told me to read and he asked me question about what I have read like "hoe oud is ze" and like that