Reaching out for support

I had my baby 3 days ago and today all i want to do is cry. I don’t feel like i have a big sad thing to cry about but as my body starts crying my brain starts choosing things to cry about. How traumatic birth was, my son won’t be this small forever, i carried and created life for 9 months and he’s here and perfect but it was the hardest thing ever. I know this is normal I just am wondering how other new moms coped through it. The only thing that helps is physically taking care of baby most of the time then everything rushes away and i can’t think of anything but how perfect he is.