Subreddits got me shook

I really do not dwell sa mga nsfw subreddits kasi I really tried to avoid them as much as possible, gusto ko kasi wholesome lng na topics pero minsan na cucurious ako. So I was just browsing and searching until mapunta ako sa traspinay reddit, I thought its all about sharing experiences, fashion, tips sa pag aayos and all about HRT then it's NSFW na, then when I read the comments, andami din palang guys na gusto maka do mga trans. Yung inaakala kong small pool dating for us eh hindi ganun kaliit, I mean may mga guys talaga na L sa mga trans. Sa edad kong to demure papala ako kasi bilang lng sa isang kamay ko ang naka do ko, past relationships ko pa. Although I am a part of subreddit for LGBTQIA dating but all I can see there are more of ons which I am not interested (pero pinag iisipan ko hahahah). Wala na shooketh lng ako.