It's been 8 hrs since my last post about quitting and since then I haven't stopped thinking about depositing again.

What the fuck is happening to me ?

Why am I still thinking about depositing again and thinking let's make 1% of my lost money every day and then stop. Why my mind is behaving like I can do this time when I know as soon as I deposit I will put all the money on a single bet and lose .

I know that I will do the same shit but still I have tried to deposit once but failed.

I have around 90k in my bank and I am thinking about making another 10k to reach 100k.