I can’t believe Vicki

So im a first time watcher of RHOC and its been crazy🤣mainly with Vicki’s behavior

I can understand how people could like her as she comes off silly and sweet, but when you really listen to her she’s a nut job! Im on season 10 where brooks has “cancer” and the way she defends him is crazy..she says loves her daughter and puts her + her grandchildren first, then in the next breath goes to say she won’t cut him off because of what her daughter thinks? Mind you it’s inexcusable behavior brooks is showing. Saying Ryan should hit Briana, exposing himself, clearly being a moocher…I just don’t understand Vicki right now like does she have low self esteem or is she just too selfish to care about how this relationship affects her family/friends? I just wanted to hear some other opinions!