People made fun of me twice today

In class someone asked how many girls there were (we were 2 girls), they mentioned the other girl and when someone pointed me out someone said: "what other girl?" (as if to say that I don't look feminine enough). Of course everyone laughed.

Then when classes were finally over I got in my car to write a message on my cell phone.

Then a group of girls passed by saying that it was a very nice car in an ironic way (it's a pretty old car and not pretty at all) and then another one said "look my girlie, how pretty" while looking at me, clearly making fun of me. They left laughing.

This brings back so many flashbacks of when I was bullied when I was new at my last school. I had to swallow the urge to cry while driving. I hate this kind of people and I hate my life, I thought that people who were 19 years old and older no longer acted like this.

I can handle people completely ignoring me and not talking to me, but having them do this to me makes me regret not committing su!c!de when I had the chance. Honestly, I hope I d!e very soon because the idea of living in a world like this makes me sick.